who said? (feat. Left at London)

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Written and produced by Jane Foster & Left at London Mastered by eeemmy --- Haven’t opened Logic in two months I don’t give a fuck If you bring some bullshit I don’t want it, imma pass it up Fourteen hours sitting on the train and i’m sore as fuck (Fourteen hours sitting on the train bitch i’m sore as fuck!) Wake up and i’m doomscrolling again (I don’t want it) Hey, you haven’t posted music in a bit (Yeah i know that) Cause I'm terrified to lose any more friends (Shouldn't happen, no) You should be right here You should be right here My friend just died I don’t wanna make a hit 'em track Don't waste my time if that love’s gonna be conditional I've been crying even when i miss injection day Shit, what the fuck am i ‘sposed to do? Who the hell said you can’t party while you’re grieving? I'm fucked up crying at the four seasons At the function feeling like i’m bleeding Yeah i’m crying I don’t need a reason Who the hell said you can’t party while you’re grieving? I'm fucked up crying at the four seasons At the function feeling like i’m bleeding Yeah i’m crying I don’t need a reason Who the hell said you can’t party while you’re grieving? I'm fucked up crying at the four seasons At the function feeling like i’m bleeding Yeah i’m crying I don’t need a reason I got a Thousand bad thoughts & they’re all past tense I got a Couple hundred reasons Why it makes no sense & if you Wanna know why Ask me “Why so sad” I got the same six answers That I’ve always had, I count ‘em; (One) I’m unsure but maybe All of this is my fault (Two) Everybody that I meet is Homicidal (Three) Superspreaders making trends going viral, But I’m the only mask on stage Like it’s a pride show (Four) Wishin touch felt a Little more gentle (Five) I’d be better with a weapon To my temple (Six) I’ll be honest, Too much of y’all transmisogynists, Act like I been psychotic for kicks; That allostatic load Who the hell said you can’t party while you’re grieving? I'm fucked up crying at the four seasons At the function feeling like i’m bleeding Yeah i’m crying I don’t need a reason I got some shit I don’t talk about I’ve been so hungry I got nothing in my bank account Sometimes I feel like I don't have things to talk about I’m feeling distant Got some pain in my body now I’m getting older And I keep getting intrusive thoughts about something when i was younger Tryna heal but it it keeps me grieving all the time Tryna shake it off Can’t do compulsions when my brain ends up getting loud while making music And I wanna know you’ll be around when I fall over but I know there’s some uncertainty I gotta live with Hope you’ll be there unconditionally I’ve put my trust in people who haven’t done that for me it left me homeless And the weather’s really getting cold You got a rug for me it's starting to feel warm again I’m tryna eat three meals a day Take care of myself cause no one else can do it for me When you said that you were so happy that you could help me I was stunned because I didn’t realize that it felt so good to help me out I mean that genuinely I’m thankful for it everyday that I got love around me I know that no matter what I’m gonna be okay Who the hell said you can’t party while you’re grieving? I'm fucked up crying at the four seasons At the function feeling like i’m bleeding Yeah i’m crying I don’t need a reason Who the hell said you can’t party while you’re grieving? I'm fucked up crying at the four seasons At the function feeling like i’m bleeding Yeah i’m crying I don’t need a reason