Diary of a Madman
by LΞF†HΞΛD
About this track
Empty page and night again Want to write down "I AM sane." Learned to swallow silence whole Turn it into words and coal Why do I cheat on myself? Cause I don't have anybody else But the canvas knew my name And the strings could hold my shame And the pages never walked away I started to paint and free my name I am the boy the world forgot The ghost inside, in his own thoughts I built a kingdom in my head From the heart that was dead Nietzsche talked when no one listened Schopenhauer understood the pain Pages bled while reading Camus Whole libraries down the drain Music moved me from room to bloom A one-boy orchestra in gloom Painted monsters, drew the light I painted everything I couldn't write No hand to hold, no voice to guide I found my God somewhere inside I am the art I had to make To stop myself from getting wrecked I am the art… And the Art is me.. Father mirror, father throne Father mirror, father throne You loved the crown but not your son You called me hollow, called me weak I built a world inside with that brick Mother Absent, mother gone I learned to rise by carrying on You left me nothing but the scar And I turned that scar into a star I am not that lost child anymore I am not the ghost behind your door I bled the wound and found the vein And made something beautiful from pain ⚜️ (Featured) Vocals by Danny Backwoods . ⚜️ Shawn Kalantar (H33T): Rhythm guitar/ Lyrics/ Mastering Architect/ Drums / Back Vocals . ⚜️ Hovic Meschian (HIV): Percussion / occasional lead vocals . ⚜️ Gary Franklin (Legion): Main Vocals . ⚜️ Tom Tårdajovsky ($iCKo): Bass Guitar/cello & violin . ⚜️ Dragan Anna Skovič (Baby Rider): Lead guitar/piano/keyboards / Vocals . ⚜️ Mohsen Mirzae (Darvish): Electronic guitar/harmonica / Percussion . ⚜️ Edvin (ED01101011X365): synthesizer / Santoor / Electronic Drums . ⚜️ Poet Aley (Lovelorn): bass Guitar / Backing Vocals / Sound Engineer . 🟣 Our Music is played and recorded by real HUMAN in Studio. + Respect to our audience we need to add that in some parts , Minor Ai might have been used as digital Samples and Remastering. 2026© MkUltra™ entertainment SK1 Records® 🤘🎱🤘 www.ShawnKalantar.com