I'm not Your Angel
by Lefthead
About this track
You watched me cross the room like I was made of light I felt your eyes consume What wasn't yours to find I smiled the way I do When I don't know what else to give I smiled the way I do When I don't know what else to give You built a church from that and moved inside to live I'm not your holy fave I'm not your playful dolly I'm just a tired girl with an ordinary body You think I don't see you standing near the door like wanting me enough would make me want you more I know that kind of hunger I've been eaten before I know that kind of hunger I've been eaten before by men who build a goddess Then resent and call her whore I'm not your missing piece I'm not the cure you need I'm just a woman, breeding trying not to bleed You made me your religion I never asked for God You knelt at my existence like suffering was art I'm not an angel, Holding your Harness I'm not flying, with the wings of Darkness You fell in love with heaven and put “me” there — not me! What is it like to want something that badly to burn that with bleach to ache that loudly I wouldn't know I only know the other side being the light Someone else uses to find their way through “their” dark I'm so fucking "real" But you never wanted real You wanted just a mirror That told you You could feel You could feel You could feel You could feel You could feel You could feel You could feel... 2026© Recorded by Lefthead™ Band Lyrics by Shawn Kalantar Lefthead is: ⚜️ Shawn Kalantar (H33T): Rhythm guitar/ Lyrics/ Mastering architect/ Drums /Vocals . ⚜️ Hovic Meschian (HIV): Percussion / occasional lead vocals . ⚜️ Gary Franklin (Legion): Main Vocals . ⚜️ Tom Tårdajovsky ($iCKo): Bass Guitar/cello & violin . ⚜️ Dragan Anna Skovič (Baby Rider): Lead guitar/piano/keyboards/Vocals . ⚜️ Mohsen Mirzae (Darvish): Electronic guitar/harmonica / Percussion . ⚜️ Edvin (ED01101011X365): synthesizer / Santoor . ⚜️ Poet Aley (Lovelorn): bass Guitar / Backing Vocals . 🟣 2026© MkUltra™ entertainment SK1 Records® 🤘🎱🤘