still wishing ft mak
by nightshade
About this track
@wowitsmakk lyrics I like the way you're looking when you're laying on my mattress. Got the sparks flying when she burning up my matches. Gave her all I had but it's just not enough. I guess it wasn't love. I guess it wasn't love. When I find a girl that I love. I promise I'll stay, I promise I'll listen. Yeah fuck my ex, it's not her. She ate up my heart but fuck do I miss it. Yeah I hate the people I love. I always do drugs. They say that I'm distant. Yeah I hate the people I love. I wish I'd die young. I'm stuck and still wishing. I kinda miss the life we had. Snorting pills and getting drunk. I haven't seen you in a year now. A year is not enough. Your favourite artists are my friends now. I see them on your playlist. I bet you're feeling the regret now. It was always the same shit. It was always the same with you. Started yelling, started pushing the blame on you. Yeah for once in your life can you open your goddamn eyes? I'm getting tired of the love songs, I'm hating tomorrow. When I find a girl that I love. I promise I'll stay, I promise I'll listen. Yeah fuck my ex, it's not her. She ate up my heart but fuck do I miss it. Yeah I hate the people I love. I always do drugs. They say that I'm distant. Yeah I hate the people I love. I wish I'd die young. I'm stuck and still wishing. And we tried, yeah we tried. But you lied girl, admit it. All I wanted was your hand. But you grabbed mine, put a pin in it. You point out my flaws like I'm an idiot. You could spit in my face and I would live with it. Most nights I cry in my bedroom. Starin' at the photos in my phone. I'm lost in my brain so could you leave me alone. I don't wanna talk about it. My bad, I could never be an extra. And your friends always say that I'm a villain. And I'm losin' my patience by the minute. I blew like 15 flowers and I'm hopin' you'll appear then. Yeah you've always been the one that's feedin' into me. It's my fault, I messed up, now you're an enemy. And I know that no matter what I try. That it won't feel right. It won't feel right baby. When I find a girl that I love. I promise I'll stay, I promise I'll listen. Yeah fuck my ex, it's not her. She ate up my heart but fuck do I miss it. Yeah I hate the people I love. I always do drugs. They say that I'm distant. Yeah I hate the people I love. I wish I'd die young. I'm stuck and still wishing. prod. heydium