c.e.d.
About this track
life grows difficult as the brain becomes one's greatest enemy. the joys of self actualization, stunted by the paralysis of initiation. i wanted to make this song so i won't i wanted to clean my room so i won't i wanted to grow today so i won't i wanted to talk to you so i won't i wanted to call the doctor so i won't i wanted to finish that album so i won't i wanted to get the groceries so i won't i didn't want to go to work so i- feel like a c.e.o. i got that c.e.d. chief executive dysfunction's killing me you're asking for a reason, baby it's just me fear of nothing kills the something, can't be free i won't budge (okay, you told me to) i won't work (okay, you told me to) i won't care (okay, you told me to) i won't exist (okay, you told me to) feel like a c.e.o. i got that c.e.d. my brain is suicidal yeah it's strangling me i got the addy i don't think it's helping me i light the bowl there goes responsibility i won't talk (oh no, you want me to) i won't fight (oh, i'm not supposed to) i won't learn (oh no, you want me to) i won't do any little thing without a threatening reason to i know what i want, but i know it's not meant for me art is for the rich i know they'll stay ignoring me i wish i could shine my mind be my reality i wish i could pay my rent with mediocrity credits from my teeth will free you, released August 8, 2025 all music by salvia hunden