counting lies
by nancy
About this track
I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back I tried to hold on, but you were never there Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep Watched your story, you look happy as hell While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back